virtual diary of mba amal

30 Days of Writing Challenge Day 10: your bestfriend The first time I met this girl was on the first day of junior high school. We were on the same group on the orientation. Luckily, we were also on the same class and I don't know how but we instantly become more closer (until now). If you only hear her voice, you might think that she's a guy. But no, she's just a girl who has deep voice like a guy wkwkwk but honestly when I first met her, I didn't notice her deep voice that much, I don't care. As long as she's a really fun person to be with, has very wide range of music taste, tv series nerd, a friend that you can always depend on, I'm grateful to have her as my close friend. She told me a lot of stories about....anything. Her life, her friends' life, her family, scenes from movies or tv series, gossiping, but in her stories, I learned a lot about life. As I told you before, don't really have much experiences in life. So, the only thing that I can d...

30 Days of Writing Challenge Day 9: write about happiness Sometimes, I feel like I overthink about whether I should do some things or not. 'Cause I'm afraid it won't make my happy. I forgot that happiness is not something that you search. Happiness is kind of a reward for something that you do. Happiness comes after a process. Sometimes it comes in the middle of it. So, I think happiness is something you build and then you enjoy the result.

30 Days of Writing Challenge Day 8: the power of music There are certain songs that remind you of a memory or a person. In my case, the song is Maybe by Yiruma. This song reminds me of my high school crush. I knew about this song from him, I listened to it and instantly became my favorite. I used to ask him to send a voice note of him playing this song since he can play piano (he plays a lot of instrument actually). And he did that. Now, I rarely listen to any of Yiruma's songs especially that song. Because I'm afraid it will make me cry or sad if I remember the memory. But the last time I heard, thankfully I feel nothing even though I remember the memory.

30 Days of Writing Challenge Day 7: favorite movie Honestly, I don't know if I have a favorite movie to watch. If I do, I can't choose one to be on top of the list. So I'm going to pick from one my favorite movie genre, animation. This movie is about the journey of toys that has four movies. But my favorite of all is the third one. I watched it for about three times and cried every time I watched the ending scene. Spoiler alert for those of you who haven't watch the movie.  So the scene that made me cry is when the cowboy toy (main character) separated from the owner because the owner is growing up and donating his toys to new owner. When the owner stared once more to the cowboy toy before leaving the new owner's house, it shows how he loved the cowboy toy so much. It's really a sad scene, plus the background music is very spot on completing the sadness :( But I love all the four movies and for me this is the best animation movie series I've ever watched. I ...

30 Days of Writing Challenge Day 6: single and happy Well, that's what I'm trying to be now. I used to hope for having a boyfriend in school days. In early uni days, I also expecting for a boyfriend or at least I can get close to someone. But no. Still no boyfriend until today :) At the end of uni days, I start losing that hope. I don't even wanna try anymore. So, I decided to just go with the flow and focusing on my own happiness because that's what matters, right? Now, I'm getting used to being alone. Grocery shopping alone, eating alone, strolling around the city alone. I'm happy about it and enjoying it very much. I'm also thinking about solo traveling someday, but still concern about safety. So yeah, let's see about that in the future. Dear Amalia, Please start loving yourself more okay? #selflove